Book Reviews, To My Reader

Book Review: Asking For It by Louise O’Neill

30965521Published: July 7th, 2016 by Riverrun.

Format: Kindle Edition, 352 pages.

Goodreads Summary: It’s the beginning of the summer in a small town in Ireland. Emma O’Donovan is eighteen years old, beautiful, happy, confident. One night, there’s a party. Everyone is there. All eyes are on Emma. The next morning, she wakes on the front porch of her house. She can’t remember what happened, she doesn’t know how she got there. She doesn’t know why she’s in pain. But everyone else does. Photographs taken at the party show, in explicit detail, what happened to Emma that night. But sometimes people don’t want to believe what is right in front of them, especially when the truth concerns the town’s heroes.

Thoughts: In the interest of keeping this review straight forward, I will refrain from my personal comments until the very end. Asking For It by Louise O’Neill tells the story of an 18-year-old girl named Emma who is in her last year of secondary school. O’Neill has created a story the expands beyond fiction. Emma O’Donovan is a real person. She exists somewhere in the world with a different name. O’Neill presents us with a topic that society doesn’t like to talk about and sweeps under the rug as if it never happened. Sexual assault is not something to be taken lightly. And this book takes the issue head on.

The author challenges the reader to look at every angle and side of the issue. While reading, she makes you question who is truly at fault and how you would react in a similar situation. The most difficult and arguably most clever part of this novel is the main character herself. Emma O’Donovan is terrible. She is self-centered. She is a liar, a tease, and a thief. She knows she is beautiful and flaunts it. It isn’t difficult to hate her. I did.

But despite all her unfavorable qualities and hideous behavior, she is still a victim.

Asking For It presents rape in all it’s ugliness. The reader is forced to tackle a subject that has the ability to quickly reveal someone’s true moral code. This is a topic that needs more attention and I urge more people to read this book. Through this book, O’Neill is starting a conversation.

On a personal note, this book was difficult to read. However, It never sugar-coated the important events regardless of being categorized as a Young Adult novel, which I was grateful for. There were times when I was so frustrated that I wanted to throw the book across the room or stop reading, but I made myself finish this one. Through reading, I questioned my views on gender, consent, and personal assumptions. As for O’Neill’s writing itself, I thought it captured the perspective of teenagers really well. There were times in the beginning that I felt I was being bombarded with character introductions. It took me a while to figure out who was who. I also wish that she would have mentioned that sexual assault can happen to anyone, man or women. In the end, Louise O’Neill cares about this topic and that is very apparent when reading this novel.

This is a heartbreaking and realistic book that more people should read. The national conversation about sexual assault is slowly growing, but there is still a lot of work to do. If you have a continued interest in this topic I suggest reading more about cases and watching documentaries such as The Hunting Ground and Audrie and Daisy. Both are worth a watch. Rape isn’t something that we should ignore.

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Blair’s Top Five Books of 2016


Before I begin talking about my reading goals for 2017 I want to share five of my favorite books from last year. At the start of the year, I couldn’t find the time to read as many books as I would have liked, but the number slowly increased in the last few months. Although I didn’t read a lot of books I would say that the quality of the few I did read improved greatly. I am much more careful when it comes to picking out what I want to read next and I hope to continue that in the new year. So, without more dallying here are the Top Five Books I read in 2016. I decided to choose only five due to the amount I had to pick from. They’re in no particular order and each pick is based on my personal opinion.



The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss.

A story split into three parts, this high fantasy novel follows the journey of a young man named Kvothe as he seeks the knowledge to a childhood tragedy. Patrick Rothfuss’ worldbuilding shines and his characters feel more real than those in the contemporary genre. I am eagerly awaiting book three titled, “The Doors of Stone.” After I finally got around to reading this book it automatically jumped to one of my all time favorites. I even have my silver talent pipes to prove it! This is a story for those who love stories. The Name of the Wind is poetic and damn near perfect.



From Sand and Ash by Amy Harmon.

Following the life of two childhood friends during the German occupation of Italy and WWII, From Sand and Ash desperately reminds us that even in our most difficult moments good still exists. Eva’s Jewish heritage forces her to go into hiding despite her desire to help those less fortunate than her. With the help of Angelo, a young priest, and friend, she must learn to survive in a place bloodied by war. Amy Harmon out does herself with each book she writes. A truly emotional read that won’t let you forget. I ended my reading year with this book and it was exactly what I needed.



Empire of Storms by Sarah J. Maas.

The 5th installment of the Throne of Glass Series by Sarah J. Maas continues the story of our beloved female assassin, only this time she’s building an army. I have been reading these books since they were first released in 2012 and couldn’t forget to include Empire of Storms on this list. Although I have found problems with the story in recent years Sarah J. Maas’ characters leap off the page. With every book in this series, the stakes are raised to heart-stopping limits. This one was no exception and is likely one of the most emotional endings in YA literature. It will be bittersweet to close the door on these characters after the final novel comes out sometime in 2017.



Nevernight by Jay Kristoff.

Set in a world where the three suns never give way to night, Nevernight introduces a classic story of revenge inspired by the historic city of Venice. The plot itself may not seem all that original, but Jay Kristoff really brings this story to life through his unique writing style. His writing is ornate and the language he uses is unforgiving and crude. Kristoff is well aware that most of his readers started by reading his numerous YA series, but he doesn’t try to hide the brutality within this particular novel. Like his readers, his content is becoming more mature too.


A Little Life

A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara.

A Little Life is an adult contemporary novel following the lives of four college friends who are attempting to succeed in their chosen careers while living in New York City. However, it is Jude St. Francis this story centers around the most as his horrific past is uncovered throughout the novel. This book took me six months to complete and I have never been so emotionally exhausted by any work of art before. Hanya Yanagihara writes in such raw detail that it’s hard to look away. I felt as though someone had opened up my ribcage and dissected my heart, reached into the recesses of my mind and taken something without my knowledge. It was just that good. I think about it constantly.

What were your favorite books of 2016?





To My Reader

Beginnings and Books

Well, we’ve done it. We made it to a new year and somehow the world is still spinning. I’ve been sitting here trying to figure out how to write this post, how to return to this platform as if nothing has changed, but that would be dishonest. In the last few months, I haven’t been motivated enough to write a single word, on paper or otherwise. It felt like I was dragging my feet through cement and so I stopped. And since I’m being frank I admit that putting this post together is difficult too. Everything about last year was difficult. Politics have become more polarized than ever, celebrities and loved ones have died, and the world seems to be in a general sense of disarray. So, what’s next?

We move on.

Before the year ended I took some time to look at what was most important to me and two things rose to the surface: books and self-care. No matter what else is going on reading has provided me with a comfort that I don’t want to lose. Therefore by association, this community remains important to me and I want to return to it. I still want to write reviews and help others find the next best thing to read. But I also don’t want to feel pressured by the quantity of my content, or obligated to post something when I’m feeling less than stellar. That is where self-care enters.

This year I will take my time and post when I feel like it. After all, for many reviewers, this still remains a hobby. When you have followers to think about, whether you realize this or not,  that growing number automatically adds pressure to meet demands and compete with other reviewers. If this goes on long enough a burn out happens. As it did for me. In 2017, I will still post reviews and tags about books, but at my own pace. (I am also interested in sharing my opinions on movies and TV Shows in the future to add some variety.)  Most importantly, I want to remain honest with you. If I’m not feeling well I want you guys to know. We shouldn’t have to pretend everything is perfect all the time because that in itself is exhausting. Self-care is my ultimate goal this year and I hope that it is for all of you as well.

With that said, I want to wish you all a very Happy New Year! We’re in this together. By the end of the week, I will be posting a list of my favorite books of 2016. Thank you for the continued support and I look forward to another amazing reading year!




Book Reviews, To My Reader

Book Review: And I Darken by Kiersten White

27190613Published: June 28th, 2016 by Delacorte Press.

Format: Hardcover, 475 pages.

Goodreads Summary: No one expects a princess to be brutal. And Lada Dragwlya likes it that way. Ever since she and her gentle younger brother, Radu, were wrenched from their homeland of Wallachia and abandoned by their father to be raised in the Ottoman courts, Lada has known that being ruthless is the key to survival. She and Radu are doomed to act as pawns in a vicious game, an unseen sword hovering over their every move. For the lineage that makes them special also makes them targets.

Lada despises the Ottomans and bides her time, planning her vengeance for the day when she can return to Wallachia and claim her birthright. Radu longs only for a place where he feels safe. And when they meet Mehmed, the defiant and lonely son of the sultan, Radu feels that he’s made a true friend—and Lada wonders if she’s finally found someone worthy of her passion.

But Mehmed is heir to the very empire that Lada has sworn to fight against—and that Radu now considers home. Together, Lada, Radu, and Mehmed form a toxic triangle that strains the bonds of love and loyalty to the breaking point.

Thoughts: And I Darken follows two siblings who find themselves prisoners of the Ottoman Empire in the 1400s. It is most notably described as a gender bend of Vlad the Impaler, a brutal ruler of what is now known as Romania. As soon as I heard about this novel I couldn’t click ‘read’ fast enough. It’s refreshing to see YA branching out and covering a topic of history that not many people know about. Kiersten White has done her research, for the book stays consistent in historical accuracy throughout. While reading, I felt like I learned more regardless of my prior knowledge of this time in history. It’s fascinating! The author has mentioned that she will take more creative liberties in the next two books to make her story work.

Our two main characters captured my attention instantly. Ladislav is an unattractive young woman fighting to be a warrior in a man’s world. She demands respect and breaks every rule of the Ottoman court as she attempts to return to her homeland. On the other side of the coin, her brother Radu must find strength in a different way. Although he has the benefit of being a handsome male, Radu is punished for his kindness which many around him perceive as a weakness. Unlike his sister, he finds a place in the Ottoman Empire despite other misfortunes. Lada and Radu both find themselves at the mercy of their emotions and this acts a catalyst for much of the novel. They will work with and against each other to secure their place in this society. Both characters are complex and illustrate important gender themes highlighted within the novel.

“As the baby latched on with surprising fierceness, the nurse offered her own prayer.
Let her be strong.
Let her be sly.
And let her be ugly.”

And I Darken transports readers into a vivid world of castles surrounded by mountains and ornate buildings containing harems. The writing was dense, but this seemed fitting for the story. When I was reading I was completely enveloped by the setting and found it difficult to pull myself out of it. I will admit that the plot is slow and meticulous. Therefore, it requires your utmost attention as every sentence reveals pieces of the story. Knowing this, And I Darken may not be for everyone. The first book covers a large amount of time in the span of roughly 500 pages. The Conquerors Saga will consist of three books, the next one releasing in Summer of 2017. For readers who enjoy Historical Fiction, Fantasy, or YA this is a novel you don’t want to miss. This brutal novel will gut you.

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Bookish Tags, To My Reader

Bookish Tags: Hamilton Book Tag

Bookish Tags

Like everyone else on the internet I’ve taken quite a liking to the Broadway Musical about the American founding father Alexander Hamilton. Okay, I haven’t been able to stop listening to the soundtrack but that’s beside the point. If you haven’t listened to any of the songs the entire album is on Spotify. Anyway, a Youtuber by the name of Maureen created a tag involving both Hamilton and books! To check out the original video you can click here to watch it.

A quick warning before starting that there may be spoilers below. Proceed with caution! If you haven’t read A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara and don’t want to be spoiled stop reading NOW.


Question 1: “The Room Where It Happens”

A book world you’d put yourself into..

6547258For this question I’m picking Scadrial or The Final Empire in the Mistborn trilogy by Brandon Sanderson. It’s not the cleanest of places, but there are so many different areas to explore. Not to mention the interesting people who live there. I’ve always wanted to visit a high-fantasy world and Sanderson is an expert at creating complex ones.

Question 2: “The Schuyler Sisters” 

An Underrated Female Character..

7417780 (1)My choice has to be Georgie Finch from Melina Marchetta’s novel The Piper’s Son. This book is highly underrated and although the plot itself is subtle it carries a powerful message of family. Georgie has to go through misfortunes of death and betrayal, but regardless of her heartbreak still she finds time to help her depressed nephew. She’s a wonderful character that deserves more appreciation.

Question 3: “My Shot” 

A character that goes after what they want and doesn’t let anything stop them..

27190613This one goes to a new favorite character of mine. Ladislav – the daughter of Vlad Dracul (yes, that Vlad!) knows exactly what she wants and doesn’t follow the rules. She is bloodthirsty and violently protective of those she cares about, which is few. Lada is brutally honest and won’t hesitate to rip out someone’s throat. How lovely. She is a main character in the new novel And I Darken by Kiersten White.

Question 4: “Burn” 

The Most Heartbreaking end to a Relationship You’ve Read..

27362503It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover. My heart hurts. In the event of massive spoilers I won’t say anything else. Read this book!

Question 5: “You’ll Be Back”

Sassiest Villain.. 

17675462The only villain that comes to mind instantly is Piper Greenmantle from The Raven Boys Quartet by Maggie Stiefvater. Or really any of the villains in this series. Although she isn’t my favorite evil character of all time her comments are golden, and I can’t help but laugh every time she speaks to her husband.

Question 6: “The Reynolds Pamphlet”

A book with a twist you didn’t see coming..

8490112For this answer I’m picking Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Lani Taylor. It was such a creative twist to a story that already had me clenched within its claws. This trilogy keeps getting better and better. I knew this story was weird, but I would have never guessed what would happen. It’s fantastic!

Question 7: “Non-Stop”

A series you marathoned.. 

angelfall-susan-eeI’ll admit that I was late to this party, but decided that I finally had to read it. When I started Angelfall by Susan Ee I was hooked. The first book reads like a movie and everything is so easy to visualize. After finishing one book I couldn’t stop. I remember staying up all night reading World After (book two) and rushing to finish the last book. It was worth it.

Question 8: “Satisfied”

Your favorite book with multiple Point of Views.. 

11264999There are so many books I could’ve picked and I’m sure many others have chosen this as well but I couldn’t help it. A Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin is the ultimate book when it comes to a wide variety of characters. Each character adds to the massive scope of A Song of Ice and Fire. For those of you who were wondering, Arya and Jon are my favorite characters to read from.

Question 9: “Stay Alive” 

A character you wish was still alive..

A Little LifeWillem. Do I even have to explain? For more about this heartbreaking and fantastic story read my review here. It’s my favorite book of all time.

Question 10: “Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story”

A Book/Series that you believe will be remembered in history..

3What other book is there to pick besides Harry Potter by J.K Rowling? It 11016gave magic to an entire generation and then some. But in order to be a little more interesting with my answer I decided to pick my favorite classic too. Jane Eyre.


Book Reviews, To My Reader

Book Review: Me Before You by Jojo Moyes

15507958Published: December 31st 2012 by Pamela Dorman Books/Viking.

Format: Kindle, 385 pages.

Goodreads Summary: Louisa Clark is an ordinary girl living an exceedingly ordinary life—steady boyfriend, close family—who has never been farther afield than their tiny village. She takes a badly needed job working for ex–Master of the Universe Will Traynor, who is wheelchair bound after an accident. Will has always lived a huge life—big deals, extreme sports, worldwide travel—and now he’s pretty sure he cannot live the way he is.
Will is acerbic, moody, bossy—but Lou refuses to treat him with kid gloves, and soon his happiness means more to her than she expected. When she learns that Will has shocking plans of his own, she sets out to show him that life is still worth living.

Thoughts: What a bittersweet read this was. Technically Me Before You would be considered romance, but I’d argue that it focuses more on self-growth and the prominent role of family. The story follows the life of Louisa Clark before and after she meets a wheelchair bound quadriplegic named Will. He is moody and quite mean, but Lou doesn’t let that stop her from getting her job done. Her lighthearted spirit and unique clothing choices are magnified from the very first page as she attempts to cheer Will up. I loved the interactions between these two characters and just how important the dialogue was. While I was reading, I could vividly picture every scene. And although the writing isn’t delicate prose, it is still lovely and distinctive.

One of the things I really liked about this story was the inclusion of family within the novel. Both Lou and Will are constantly surrounded by their families and these other relationships are not sidelined. Too many books these days don’t even include the role of family at all and I find that incredibly unrealistic. Lou’s relationship with her sister and Will’s relationship with his mother are at center focus in this novel. I also like that this book features a main character with a disability. It provides readers with a wider perspective of mankind, but even in 2016 there aren’t many books tackling the topic of disability. It’s incredibly important to try and understand the struggles of others, and reading can be a perfect way to do that. JoJo Moyes does a fantastic job keeping Will’s life as realistic as it can be.

I still had a few issues regarding decisions made within the novel, but at the same time I can understand why certain choices were made. In the end, I wished that we had gotten just a little bit more before the ending. I’m sure I’m not alone on this. Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed this book! It emphasizes the importance of living in the moment and spending your life walking outside your comfort zone. I recommend that you have tissues with you while reading.

“Push yourself. Don’t Settle. Just live well. Just live.”

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I haven’t see the movie adaption yet, but plan on doing a movie review when that time comes. Have you/ Will you see the movie?